I need help. I need someone to talk to that I don't know. Someone older and wiser that can listen to me and give me advice. How can I even think for a second that I can be in counseling we I need counseling myself. No, let me rephrase that...my whole family needs counseling and everyone is too stubborn to admit it for even a second. I know that I cannot do this on my own, and yet I continue to make it that way. It's so weird being back home and no one even gets it. I'm trying to make it work...I'm happy here...I love home, I just wish everyone else was happy. I'm tired of feeling like I am trapped here, I want to feel welcome and I want to feel like I can come home and not feel SO stressed that my brain might pop. I have a lot to accomplish in the next year, beginning with starting my masters. The summer is almost over..... and then what?
I need strength and MORE guidance.
