oh goodness

I miss him already. It's only been barely 6 hours. I just can't part with the fact that I might not see him again for a long time, I hate this :(

lasts...

Packing is always so depressing, but this time it's the end. I feel like this is death, this is where I die. I have spent four years with pretty much the same people and I have developed the most amazing relationships with the most amazing people. I am really going to miss this part of my life, and honestly I don't know what I'm going to do. I'll probably meet new people and get a job or go to grad school (who knows where). I just really wish I could tell everyone I know how much they have meant to me over the past 4 years...There really isn't enough time to tell everyone exactly how much they mean. There isn't enough words to describe the influence people have been in my life, and to let them know how much they have changed me. If it weren' for the people I've known and grown with I would have never been able to survive. I am so thankful for every situation I've been put in because for that, I am totally different and I am grateful.

ehhh.