rejected

rejection haunts me. even when i might not be getting rejected. i am sitting in a room all by myself and all i feel is rejection. it's a constant rejection. i feel wanted by you one minute, and the next i feel rejected. i am insecure, and aware. i don't love myself enough, and i think that's the problem so i use the love of others to fill the void. i reject myself. and i reject my friends, and my family. how can i feel this way on a sunny saturday afternoon? TOM must be here :(

maybe i should get a dog.